Drunk

"There's nothing like a little bit of class wrapped up in a perfect ass."
- Scouting For Girls, Posh Girls

You have no idea how hard it is to write this. I am quite inebriated. I am pushing each key so carefully and proofreading so much. It's slow going and I have barely started.

I had a lot to drink tonight. More, I believe, than I have ever had.

Cowboy was there and I don't know why but I invited him upstairs to the private party that I was at. We talked a little bit. Near the end of the night, we were dancing, and then suddenly we were dirty dancing, the way that would mean nothing with a stranger but seems to definitely mean something with an ex. I opened my eyes (when I get very drunk I seem to close my eyes a lot while I dance) and there was a girl from my sorority, Sister Saviour [My sorority sisters will all get coded Sister names. We have Sister names but any names in my blog will not be their real Sister names but instead my own private names for them just like everyone else). Sister Saviour grabbed my hand and we danced for a minute and I just kept saying "Thank you." That was definitely forbidden territory. I texted Wrecking Ball and he came and got me and drove me home, so triple bonus: I got to see him, I got to kiss him, and I didn't have to pay for a taxi (in that order of preference). I really really wanted to do things to Wrecking Ball. Haha.

I think I am a  complete nympho, because if I am not sober (whether I be drunk or high) I am horny. I am also frequently horny when I am not un-sober but it seems worse if I am not sober.

I will say more about tonight tomorrow if I can remember stuff.