"Know that you could set your world on fire, if you are strong enough to leave your doubts."
- Kerli, Walking On Air
Drinking diet Pepsi. Gross. It's the only pop that Spark ever buys though. I'm spending the night with her and Love tonight.
Last night, I had an anxiety attack of some sort. I don't remember it very well. I just remember feeling terrified and having trouble breathing and my mom walked in while I was slumped on the table crying quickly and weakly. This panic was brought on by trying to write an essay. I don't think I'm going to finish this semester. I can drop everything except for one course, which is a full-year course, without academic penalty. That sounds like a really good thing to do.
I have given this a little more than 24 hours of thought, and it still sounds like a good idea. Additionally, and most importantly, Wrecking Ball doesn't disapprove terribly. In fact, so far he seems almost supportive. He told me that at this point he is a semester behind, so I said we could graduate together. That sounds good.
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