"Every minute, every second, every hour of the day I- every hour of the day I- every time that I'm away I-I'm missing you, missing you."
- Cody Simpson, Iyiyi
I am really tired and don't want to write a full entry right now. There are a few things that I'm going to post about soon, such as my job and my sorority, and the significance of dreams, and auricular acupuncture. But right now I just want to say that I leave for Katimavik in 105 days and oh, my God, I don't know how I will cope with it. I feel all tight inside just imagining it. Six months with strangers, without my friends, my family, my cat, my boyfriend, my job, my sisters, my city.
Many days I don't think about it. But some days, I tear up doing regular, everyday things (wrapping tacos; picking up my cat; snuggling with Wrecking Ball who, thankgod, hasn't noticed). I think that my time with these things is limited, and I don't know what it will be like when I try to come back to them.
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